Future undone

I received an amazing complement today: I'll be very good to my [future] wife. It's a little much for me to think about for the time being. There are a few reasons for that, the least of which is having, merely, a secondary desire to settle down. Two other big reasons include not knowing anyone (on the continent) that I could picture settling down with, and being at the start of my search for purpose. I have a sneaking suspicion that these three factors will join together and be solved simultaneously at the right time.

The "on the continent" qualification is from spending so little time lately with two girls who interests me and are in the country. When I finally choose to propose to a girl then it will also be time to settle down, which in turn implies choosing a livelihood.

One great thing about living day-to-day is the subject matter of my dilemmas. Ultimate, swim, weights, group fitness class? Read contract casebook in morning, afternoon, or evening?