I want more

More:

time, connection, privacy, intimacy, understanding, plans and planning, clarity of thought, openness, to be more open, depth, physical proximity, memory skills, hugs, self-control, confidence, to be more controlled, to not want to control, something resembling a full-time relationship, knowlege about my situation, choices, love, variety of conversation, certainty in the relationship. . .

One month and counting.